The summer heat is always a welcome change for me; an annual transition from the chill of spring. I find myself more pensive and calmer than normal, although I dont know the reason. A blissful week of vacation is comming in a week. My father wants me to spend it at home, a place i may never live in again. my parents however, remain optimistic and keep my room just as it is, so that when i graduate i can move back in with them. I wonder how i could take it living with them again. its a change that i`d rather not think about.

quyen asked today whether i was a virgin or not. after thinking about it for a second, i told her my answer and thought about whether i should coyly avoid the subject or whether i should be totally candid. she was shocked by my response …